my heart says...

Date : 13 th November 2011 Its been a year, since... “Hey, I wanna say you something, its just my feeling for you. If you also feel the same, then say the same else just forget it... I wanted to say this to you on January 7 th 2007 itself, but...” I remember saying this on the mid-night of 9 th January or early hours of 10 th . “Okay... tell me...” she said in an expression of knowing what I wanted to say. Mobile communication has become dirt cheap by then in India. Though the prices vary between different states/provinces, per call difference was just a few paise. I was to be charged around 50 paise per minute which sums up to 30INR an hour. We used to talk for hours together on mobiles at night after everyone at home slept. Approximately, on the consecutive third hour of our chat that night I said to her “I love you!” I met her in the first semester of my 2 nd year of graduation. She's a university topper. I was in the corridor wi...

Neelalakasam natho neekosam kanneerae varshinchena, Nee thodu lonae nityam undalanna kalae kadhaga migilaena, Niku teliyada naa vaedana... niku teliyada na aavaedana... Dooram lona digulentundo monnae telisenae, Nuvve naku dooram avaganae... Badha anna padamae vinna ardham telisenae, Nannu Kadanukunna nee maata vinaganae... Yeda lothulo yedo, vyadha maatulo yedo, kanneetila yedo, Kala migilenae... Neethonae Sagalane na jeevitham, ika... Nee jathalo karagalanae migilunna ee kaalam... Yerai paarae naa kannerae varadaina sare, Nalo vedananu kadapanae ledulae... Naa chuttura yentho mandi untunnasare, Nakai asalu nae kuda laenulae... Naalona chaeravae, Nannu dochukunnavae, Ontariga vadilavae, Oka oohala... Kanumarugai, Kariganulae oka gnyapakamai nene, Migilanu lae oka gathamunai neekae... Neelalakasam natho neekosam kanneerae varshinchena, Nee thodu lonae nityam undalanna kalae kadhaga migilaena, Niku teliyada naa vaedana?... niku teliyada na aavaedana?...

"Mandutendala madhyalo, vadagalula vedilo, varuna meghamai vacchila, na aasalanu adiyasalu chesavaela?..." “Its still 4:30? Approximately an hour ago when I looked into it, it was showing 4:30. I then found that the seconds needle isn't moving, so how could the others do? Okay, let's ask someone...” I thought after looking into my watch. “Excuse me! What's the time by your watch?” I asked a stranger. “5:15pm” he replied & left. I walked five steps to my left & bought a soft drink from a grocery. Lit a fag & sipped the drink waiting for my cousin at her college. A girl with long silky jet black hair left loose, just walked from my left hand side to right & was moving quick into the crowd on the pavement. The fragrance from her hair mesmerized me & I realized that she should be the girl “I can never forget!” I started running behind her & in just a few hops.... we were facing each other... & I said... ...