& It was again a Dream!...

"Mandutendala madhyalo,
vadagalula vedilo,

varuna meghamai vacchila,

na aasalanu adiyasalu chesavaela?..."

“Its still 4:30? Approximately an hour ago when I looked into it, it was showing 4:30. I then found that the seconds needle isn't moving, so how could the others do? Okay, let's ask someone...” I thought after looking into my watch.

“Excuse me! What's the time by your watch?” I asked a stranger.

“5:15pm” he replied & left.

I walked five steps to my left & bought a soft drink from a grocery. Lit a fag & sipped the drink waiting for my cousin at her college.

A girl with long silky jet black hair left loose, just walked from my left hand side to right & was moving quick into the crowd on the pavement. The fragrance from her hair mesmerized me & I realized that she should be the girl “I can never forget!”

I started running behind her & in just a few hops.... we were facing each other... & I said...

“Hi!”... in excitement to see her after years of gap.

She replied greeting me without even a smile... my expression then reflected depression...

“How come you are here?” I asked, just to add something before a 'Bye', cause I understood that she doesn't even wants to talk to me.

“ 'We' are now living here...” she replied with a suffix of “Bye...” and left...

I kept watching her, till she disappeared from my sight... and...

my eyes opened up all of a sudden. Everything was dark around me & I was lying on something soft. Realizing it's a mattress on my bed I understood that.... “It was again a dream!”

"Kalalo kuda kalavani vedana,
ilanae kalaga malachina avedana,
ilalo thoduga migilina kalalae,
kalam vodilo kadhaluga migilae..."

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